Remember when Charlie started sleeping?
Remember when Charlie started sleeping well? Me neither.
Remember when Charlie started sleeping well? Me neither.
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I've been doing youth ministry at Cornerstone Church for almost 10 years, 6 of which I have been employed there part time. I love my job. I was once challenged to think through the kinds of things I am most fueled by and to think of my dream job in relation to that - what I came up with was Tour Guide! That's a kind of funny dream job - but when I think about what I do at Cornerstone, it's pretty similar. Through out my week I get to host people at our church at in our home. I get to teach them about things that I have learned and open their eyes to a new view. I get to solve problems here and there and I get to be a part of where we are going. Pretty amazing.
In the last few years Cornerstone has begun to offer Masters level theology classes. Many of the men I work with, and some of the woman have taken these classes and already received a Masters in Theology. Yay for them! It takes a lot of work to do something like that. Recently, it has been put in front of me that I too ought to consider taking these classes. There are several reasons that have been brought to my attention by co-workers, superiors, and Travis that I agree with and I'm not going to go into - but overall I am getting the feeling (spiritually and logically) that I will soon be enrolled in CLASSES! I am 32 years old. I have no undergrad degree. I have never liked school and even dropped out of Kindergarten for peat's sake! And here I am, about to take Masters level classes.
I've been working through some pretty significant insecurities the last few weeks. I wasn't aware that those were still laying around in the depth of my soul. I'm a ridiculously secure person over all. When I think of reading books and comprehending them and having a dead line and writing a paper…. I cry a little. Not always outwardly, but always in my heart. I am a terrible reader. I'm not illiterate. I just can't just read and get it. Not at all. Most adults I know can. They talk about the books they are reading for fun or entertainment or to better their parenting. I try. I do. But when it takes me 10 minutes to fight through 3 pages….. So here are some truths I've discovered about this:
Truth #1: Satan wants to kill and destroy me. He wants me to believe that I am Dummy McDummerson. He wants me to quit. To think that I cannot understand what others can and that I cannot do anything that is hard or would require something more than I personally can give. Satan wants nothing good for me and will do anything to bring me harm.
Truth #2: It is not up to Wendy Sue Pierce to figure out the key to understanding the depths of wisdom that explain the Word of God. That's the role of the Holy Spirit. I have no business worrying about how I will get myself to do something that only He can do in me.
Truth #3: I have a great husband who is willing to love and support me. Jesus is totally on my side and one way He has shown that is by giving me a husband, Travis Pierce, who is also on my side. He has already championed for me with encouragement and grace. In actuality - he is the student of the house and he would much rather be the one enrolled in a class of any kind. But by his servanthood and love for me and for what God is doing in and with my life - he's giving this to me.
So I'll keep you posted.
Back to school, back to school to prove to dad that I'm no fool.
- That's a movie quote for the older crowd - I don't actually have to prove anything to my dad. :)
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This video is probably cuter if you have little kids and have experienced the "joy" of trying to help them in their stubbornness.
I was recently able to attend a conference in Chicago through the Revive Our Hearts ministry. I knew it was geared for woman in leadership, but not much else. The theme of the who deal ended up being based around the idea of helping people see grace during times of trial. Getting in the mess and really ministering to the most hurting people that need ministered too. I don't know about you - but that's something I tend to want to run from! The weekend was good for my soul, and my leadership, in that it helped me to have the confidence I sometimes lack in knowing the truth about what God says about trial. Hopefully I'll get around to more of that later, but for today I was looking through my notes from the first session and remembered this video. Here are some of the points that connect with it:
- God is our help. Johovah Azer. I AM help.
- Sometimes we would rather live in defeat than cry out to God for His help. He wants to help us and He will wait for us to cry out. He will wait for us to try getting help from other gods (people, quick fixes, programs) if that's what it takes.
- God does not help those who help themselves. He helps those who cry out for help!
- Anything that makes you need God is a blessing.
- He would love for us to recognize - Why do I desperately need God today? You do need him.
May God never allow me to get to the point where I think I can do what He has called me to do without His help.
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