Remember when Charlie started sleeping?
Remember when Charlie started sleeping well? Me neither.
Remember when Charlie started sleeping well? Me neither.
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I've been doing youth ministry at Cornerstone Church for almost 10 years, 6 of which I have been employed there part time. I love my job. I was once challenged to think through the kinds of things I am most fueled by and to think of my dream job in relation to that - what I came up with was Tour Guide! That's a kind of funny dream job - but when I think about what I do at Cornerstone, it's pretty similar. Through out my week I get to host people at our church at in our home. I get to teach them about things that I have learned and open their eyes to a new view. I get to solve problems here and there and I get to be a part of where we are going. Pretty amazing.
In the last few years Cornerstone has begun to offer Masters level theology classes. Many of the men I work with, and some of the woman have taken these classes and already received a Masters in Theology. Yay for them! It takes a lot of work to do something like that. Recently, it has been put in front of me that I too ought to consider taking these classes. There are several reasons that have been brought to my attention by co-workers, superiors, and Travis that I agree with and I'm not going to go into - but overall I am getting the feeling (spiritually and logically) that I will soon be enrolled in CLASSES! I am 32 years old. I have no undergrad degree. I have never liked school and even dropped out of Kindergarten for peat's sake! And here I am, about to take Masters level classes.
I've been working through some pretty significant insecurities the last few weeks. I wasn't aware that those were still laying around in the depth of my soul. I'm a ridiculously secure person over all. When I think of reading books and comprehending them and having a dead line and writing a paper…. I cry a little. Not always outwardly, but always in my heart. I am a terrible reader. I'm not illiterate. I just can't just read and get it. Not at all. Most adults I know can. They talk about the books they are reading for fun or entertainment or to better their parenting. I try. I do. But when it takes me 10 minutes to fight through 3 pages….. So here are some truths I've discovered about this:
Truth #1: Satan wants to kill and destroy me. He wants me to believe that I am Dummy McDummerson. He wants me to quit. To think that I cannot understand what others can and that I cannot do anything that is hard or would require something more than I personally can give. Satan wants nothing good for me and will do anything to bring me harm.
Truth #2: It is not up to Wendy Sue Pierce to figure out the key to understanding the depths of wisdom that explain the Word of God. That's the role of the Holy Spirit. I have no business worrying about how I will get myself to do something that only He can do in me.
Truth #3: I have a great husband who is willing to love and support me. Jesus is totally on my side and one way He has shown that is by giving me a husband, Travis Pierce, who is also on my side. He has already championed for me with encouragement and grace. In actuality - he is the student of the house and he would much rather be the one enrolled in a class of any kind. But by his servanthood and love for me and for what God is doing in and with my life - he's giving this to me.
So I'll keep you posted.
Back to school, back to school to prove to dad that I'm no fool.
- That's a movie quote for the older crowd - I don't actually have to prove anything to my dad. :)
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