Thursday, January 5, 2012
i heart global warming
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a face to die for
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sitting and smelling
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Monday, January 2, 2012
Memory Monday #3
Just your average high school girl looking for some love. I have always really really valued relationships. I think that especially since I was an only child, I longed for security in my friend relationships. My parents were my only constant - and no teenage girl wants that! Sorry mom and dad - the entries get a little rough for the next couple years.....
july 7th, 1997 ( 15 years old)
So anywayz, It's 12am. I just read all that stuff from before. What a silly girl I was/am! My life is good now. I'm almost 16! I have good friends, and at the risk of sounding conceded, i'd like to say that I am a very nice/friendly/good person - usually! I just got back from the Alaskan cruise! That was fun. I made so many new friends! I was actually popular for a while. I don't know but I think summer is my high time. I always have more friends and stuff in the summer. What's up with dat!? I have a boyfriend now - his name is _____. He's a sweet heart - too sweet sometimes. Infact - he's a kiss a**. Know what? My room is a pit. I go to bed now -
Wendy
Sue
I thought about editing this one because of how jerky it is. But ya know what - that was Wendy minus Jesus so I'm okay with it. That's how teenagers who don't know Jesus are. I was really concerned with friends and fitting in. You'll see that more in future entries. This was the start of it - or maybe the middle of it. This was the summer I really started finding trouble in order to be accepted. That I started being okay with finding trouble in order to be accepted. And what about that comment about my boyfriend?? I had totally forgotten about that. I hardly saw him - he went to a different school. But we had a mutual friend and I probably thought that having a boyfriend would help me feel like I was fitting in better. Obviously I didn't care too much for him, or his attention. I read this one knowing that if I can continue to tap into and remember what this day felt like, then I can continue to do youth ministry for years to come.
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Memory Monday #2
Here's another look into my diary. I've learned a lot about myself in the last couple of days through reading my old journals. One thing that was confirmed through this one was that my guilty conscience was almost as good as any discipline I could have received! When I know I am guilty, I can be pretty hard on myself.
april 16th, 1991 (9 years old)
Dear Diary,
I am a stupid idiet
who can even
have a good aditude
towds enny thing.
Today at girl scouts
we were trying to plane a pic knack
and I mess every
thing up. Now my mom
hates me and it will
be very hard to earn back her respect for me.
Sighned,
stupid dumb itityit
Wowza! I'm sure I was being pretty bratty and controlling. That's one thing that being an only child can do to you. My mom was our girl scout leader so that always made me feel like I had more control over our troop than I did. I bet everyone else wanted to do one thing, and I threw some kind of fit because it all played out differently in my mind. My mom probably didn't know what to do with me and I bet it ended up in a yelling fight between her and I after the meeting. Then probably in her crying because she had such a bratty daughter and didn't know what to do with her. Then me feeling guilty and sending myself to my room. I don't remember ever really getting disciplined at all but I remember whenever I felt guilty (which was almost every time I made my mom cry, which was a lot) I would send myself to my room.
Also - I love that I was trying with all my might to figure out how to spell "idiot". My spelling really hasn't improved, thank goodness for spell check and the word suggestions that pop up for me now!
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Memory Monday - a look at my diary.
Yesterday my mom handed me one of those "I don't want your stuff so take it or I'm thawing it away" boxes. I think anyone who's moved out of their parent's house knows what I'm talking about :)
This particular box contained some old journals of mine. Wow. They ranged from 1991 (when I was 9) until 2001 - the year Travis and I started dating. So maybe for the next several Monday's I will bless you with my private thoughts and then some commentary on how I feel about it now :)
january 15th, 1991 ( 9 years old)
Dear Diary,
today has ben a bad and good day. this morning my mom woke me up late. And I was in such a hurry I for got my shoes at home. tonight I lost my tooth. and at school I helped Any dig a tunol in the snow at last recess just before the bell rang we met then it was finished. to night my mom yelled at me because I pushed the buten on the phone that sed speaker phone when she was talking. other then that my day was fine. Well maybe not all fine because Miss Mully got mad at me for something I didn't do. Well that was my day.
january 17th, 1991
Dear Diary,
last night war started in Iran. yesterday someone caved in our tunnel.
I love how simple it all was. Let me explain - I probably was upset that I'd had to wear snow boots all day long at school because I didn't bring any other shoes, and I had probably spent most of the day upset with my mom for it because I wanted it to be someone else's fault. Interesting that the blame game starts oh so early in life. I liked loosing teeth - so that was a good part. And I was pretty excited about the tunnel thing. I probably pushed the speaker phone button on purpose to annoy her - I used to do that a lot because I was a stinker and also kind bored a lot. Who knows what I did at school to make my teach mad - but I really respected Mrs Mully for a lot of reasons, so I know that whatever it was, I really didn't do it - or at least didn't mean to do it. I wasn't old enough by then to know that sometimes people get upset about other things and they accidentally take it out on you.
I think its funny that I wrote down that night when war started. I remember watching on tv and seeing the little white lights (bombs) fly through the dark on tv. I didn't have a clue what was going on, but I knew enough to know that I should remember that. I probably thought I was going to end up being like Anne Frank or something. But the tunnel getting caved in was probably what was really on my mind that night.
So really - it's not that simple at all. No matter what age we are. Motives, emotions, and wars can get in the way.
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